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Name: Mandy "Emo"
Birthday: 9/6/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: dancing in the rain, screaming obscene words in the middle of a store, standing in THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE (which is right outside jen's house), being Harold, RIDING CHEETAHS!, jumping on trampolines, taking lots o pictures, calling ppl at 3 o'clock in the morining, sleeping in jen's comfy chair, recording "drunken" messages (lol gotta love gibberish), staying up till 7 in the morinig THEN going to sleep, playing 20 questions, hugs and kisses, writing notes and poems and stories and songs, drawing things that most ppl wont get, meeting fun new ppl, drawing on my closet with paint pens, doing THE JOSH DANCE!, sleeping up on stage or spooning on the couch...and THE BIG BANG THEORY! WE'RE ALL GUNNA DIE!!! lol
Expertise: screaming, drawing, writing, being in drama, cuddlin lol being a total jackass when i feel like it......
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  mejointde666
Yahoo:  jayd072000
Member Since:
9/27/2004
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| nothin special's been goin on. except that i moved. so...just lettin ne one who reads this know im still alive lol guess ill update later caio | | |
| WHOO-HOO! i am finally moved. blah it sucked. it was very stressful. my cousins garret, kyle and steve helped and my aunt sharon and my uncle rich and it was a frickin lotta work ....BUT MY ROOM IS FREEKIN AWESOME!!!!!! LMAO! its rly weird being in a different house and a smaller room but its kewl! but nuttin else, i guess ill just update later when more interestin stuff has happened! CAIO!
-:|Emo|:- | | |
| woke up to my parents packing the cars this morning..lol so i woke up got dressed and we went to the new house and i had to go back to the store for sum paint so when we got back it started pouring rain. then my mom and dad left to get more stuff and i was left all by meself at the new house! wee! i blasted The Used throughout the whole house lmao that was fun. and then they came back we unloaded the boxes and then stayed awhile while it finished rainin. i got home and was online and watched sum movies and now im back on updating. but this is my last night on the computer til next sunday. they r installing comcast internet at the new house and its for my computer so it needs to be there monday so bye bye and i wont be able to get online for a week!!! :( anyways leave me sum stuff to come back to next sunday guess ill catch ya'll later! caio!
~manderz | | |
| So deep that it didn't even bleedin catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleedin catch me I..
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleedin catch me I...
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!
So deep that it didn't even bleedin catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got | | |
| Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
ok well not much...i slept over jen's last night ..lmao we saw harold & kumar go to white castle...  lmao such a great movie then we slept well lol i did and then jen woke me up and then i fell asleep like two hours later lol so when i got home today i cleaned a bit and then me and my mom went to the new house and then we got some shit at a bunch of stores... i got this sweet cross with the Lord's prayer carved into it and this cute little grave yard and sum paint pens and shiz for my room. then we went back to the new house and i cleaned for a little then i started painting. lol when i was baout to leave dan calls and asks for lauren's number and sum how i ended up talking to his friend anthony  who apparently rly wanted me to go to Oktoberfest "Please? I'll save u a ride. yea on the ferris wheel!" lmao he was pretty funny but then it started pouring rain so i couldnt even think bout going.  even tho i was supposed to go with chris today but i had work to do and then i finished it was just a confusion of time lol so now im here being bored online, typing this and listening to music so guess i'll update another time~caio
p.s. have fun in missouri dan | | |
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